A little side of me..

here you go,another post by me for today.

TEHEE...

i've been blogging quite frequent nowdays.i don't know why i've been so addited to it. =]

As for today's post,i'm about to tell you some side of me that some of you people might not know,well unless you're my friend or mayb if you're close to me.

*gaahhh* i've got nothing to blog about,that's why i wanna talk a little bit bout me.. =D

Ok..

i'm a girl who loves TECHNO alots..as in ALOT.

and this includes Bass,Trance,Electro, and much much more.

i started to like Techno ever since i'm closed with one of my friend,Farhan.

He's like my Techno Master..LOL..

can say so,because ever since i was in FORM 1,i got very very close to him because of all this.

So we started to like exchange songs..intro-ing new songs and videos..(techno songs)

then he'll show me some videos and i'll give comments bout it..

and we can actually talk and talk and talk bout it for like the whole afternoon..!

so at first,it all started with SHUFFLE..

so,usually i'm like his commenter (if you get what i mean)

i am always helping him with his songs,video,and those shuffle outfit thing.

for example,his shuffle pants. (i give some of my ideas on what to design on that pants and suprisingly he sketch my idea on the paper and sent it to me on msn)

LOL...

plus,he's always telling me bout those clubbing thing..

then i started to get so interested and wanted to go clubbing so BADLY..

Anyway,he's been a very very cool guy to me.

mayb some of you might thought that he'd influenced me but that ain't true...

it's like,after i mixed around with him and his techno thing,i started to find out what i actually like ( i meant like the inner-me).

so yeah..he's cool..

=]

*opps* (why all of a sudden i talked about him)

nevermind...so now you know some side of me now =)

but if you find it kinda like very *ungirly* then just bare with it la.. =]

by the way,to any of you that read this post..

i guessed you all can figure out another side of me that like something got to do with those techno and dance music too right..?

HAHA...go ahead and figure out

i just mention it a moment ago..LOL

=D

(enjoy my blog's song)

::adores DJ Tiesto and Benny Benassi::

::bass for life::

thnks FS

Like shadows in a faded light... Oh we’re Invisible..I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize~~

~how i wished love could have been easier~

This is just some random post by me.

Just to blog what is going in and out my mind now..

=}

As all the Seafield-ians know,exams has finally come to and end.Well,sort of...

What's left is the Sivic paper..GAHHH! It only starts after 12pm and the pressure of waiting for the last paper..you know how it feels.. *arrggghhh*..!!

LOL =]

By the way,these days i got carried away with my so called love-mood.

haha,weird isn't it?

but i can't figure out the reasons why am i being so lovey-dovey these days.all this feelings makes me stare at the laptop finding for those songs that suits that MOOD.

and everytime when there's a song that captures my ears with the touchy,emotional,meaningful lyrics in it, I STARTED THINKING OF YOU..~

What's worst is, i can't erase you of my mind.

i mean,what is so hard for you to act the normal way what both opposite sex do..?

you don't talk,you'll look away when i look back,you'll stare when i don't...

If you don't want..why can't you just stop all of your doings and start moving on if you don't have the guts..!

It's not like i want to talk bad about you,but what you are doing now is just unacceptable.

well,you know what i mean.

recently,i know that you've found someone.Go ahead,i dun mind.

But what i mind is that,will you treat her the same way like you did to me?

with the staring,stalking,peeping and stuff.

But whatever it is,I think it's over now.It's officially OVER~

so BYE BYE, you're not in my STORY now~

and i think you will never be in it again..

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She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me....

And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Give us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?

hehe...looks like i'm bored enough to even look up for my name on the web

weird isn't it..?

well,thats partly me..

haha...

WE GOT TO ADORE OURSELF FIRST IN ODER TO ADORE OTHER PEOPLE

am i right..?

xD

A Day Under The SunShine

During the weekends i usually try to be home during the evening just to head to the usj6 field nearby my house.

It feels good actually,after going a few rounds around the field while enjoying the scenery.

I feel like i'm free from anything that's been suffocating me all this while.

Plus,there's nothing to lose if you were about to spend atleast an hour going to the field and have some stress-free moments...

I can tell you, that it is worth it.

Well,unless if you are those who loves to jailed up yourself at home then too bad..

Nature is meant to be enjoyed by sight.

But that evening after i just got home from Mid-Valley,its only me,my mom, and bro went to the field..my sis,she wants to lazee around at home.

My bro and I were playing badminton..and the wind was *whoosh*

too strong indeed,for us to continue playing.

But whats weird is,while I was playing,there's a guy sitting outside his house playing with his hp was smilling and looking.

This had happened to me many times before.

Even while i was walking my dogs around the field,some guys were like jogging beside me and say "hey,are you staying nearby here too..?" / "nice meeting you,girl.." / "hi..lui" /etc..etc..

I got used to it actually...because it happens thousands of times..! no joke..

Anyway,while i was there,I took a couple of pictures just for memories..yea..memories..

*tehee*

it was dark when we walked home..

this is one of the dog that i'm close with..so cute ryte..hehe xD

this tree can actually be a climbing tree.. =)

look how sunny it was..

this is the field i usually go to..

::just an addie::

the CF Rally badge that i bought :D

Miss Invisible....

There's a girl

Who sits under the bleachers

Just another day eating alone

And though she smiles

There is something just hiding

And she cant find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed

As the crowd passes by

And she'll pretend to be busy

When inside she just wants to cry

She'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible...

Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible...

Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day

When you'll ask her, her name...

The beginning, in the first weeks of class

She did everything to try and fit in

But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface

And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs

And the more that they joked

And the more that they screamed

She retreated to where she is now

And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes

Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible

Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last

Just the days been in counting the time

Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

-esteeying-

What happened to me while walking back from school.

to those who reads this post

i tell ya...better be careful when you're alone walking...

seriously....

first i'll start with my journey from school..

me and yee wern (sis-ku) were walking home together..

so we cut through the usj 2 field..

while walking down the stairs...

i saw you...but u make a great pretending action out of it..

when i saw u spotted me looking at you,you were like *turning your darn head around and pretend looking the other side* its so obvious..!

but whatever..its not like you are the only GUY in this world..

and yeah,i meant it..

anyway..back to what i was about to tell you all out there..

ok..while walking through a wide alley in USJ 2..

we (me n yw) saw around 7 malay guys with school uniforms smoking..!

and whats worst is the youngest one i spotted was a form3 guy and i kinda know him

they were sharing a stick of cigarettes and the air was fiiled with smokes

*cough*

so yeah..all of a sudden i'm in my paranoia mood

i thought they were like going to catch us and then do something horrible because we caught them smoking.

but apparently,they didn't even care so me and yw just walk by giving those *i-cant-believe-it looks*

so after yw finally reached her house..

i'm all alone by myself walking in my school unforms back home

after crossing the road i finally reached USJ6 and then i took a short cut into one of the lane and then into one alley to make it fast

while walking through the alley..i turned and looked around suddenly i saw A MAN PEEING..!

i was lucky i didnt spot his (you know what) :]

so after that i try to put a speed in my steps and try to get out of that alley as fast as possible

i sensed footsteps following me from behind

and that made me nearly cry of scaredness

and then pheww

i saw a GREEN HONDA JAZZ

it looks familiar..and then it stopped right infront of me

the car door opened and i was glad its him..!

(him is referred to one of my so-called-hot neighbour with many sports car)

so yeah...i took a ride on his car

sitting right next to him (cant believe it) :]

so while in the car he and 2 of his friend was like

he and his friend: why are you looking so pale..?

me: didnt u see the indian man behind me..?

he: did he do anything to you..?

his friend: you want me to confront him and ask him to stay away..?

me : no..no..its ok..he's not chasing after me anymore..

them : ok.. , are you sure..?

me : yea...its ok..

he: next time when you are walking alone back from school just give me a call and i'll fetch you so that you'll reached home safe.

me : ok..thanks

then after that he took me home safely..

i felt so grateful that he appeared all of a sudden and saved me from any unwanted thing

so after that incident i promised myself not to walk through small alleys anymore

-miss-independentz-

-esteeying-

ish...nowdays i always type wrong stuff...

::miss-typo i guess::

*gaahh*

exams people....exams..!

lol..anyway..

yesterday..i was reading my BIO reference book outside the house just to catch some air..

you know..as you lock yourself up in the house studying..your head just don't stay...

so its better to escape for awhile..

just to get a glance through whats going on outside your shell...

so..i sat outside till the sunsets..

then i took some pictures...hehe

just to fill my boredness...

so here it is..

::enjoy mother's nature::

*tehee*

the day is almost come to an end..

my housing area..

now...this is the-not-yet-bloom-sakura

hehe..i just love it

just because it represents my last chinese name

and..not to forget..i love pink flowers..!

:D

*shouts....!*

exam is here...

and i'm still not really ready yet..

but what the heck...

i'm just gonna try my best..

*tehee*

missing my straight hair...

but decided to curl it..

at least try it for a year or so..

if my hair...turns out gud..

*tehee*

i curled my hair....

:(

but it's ok ok oni..

hehe..wait till it grow longer..

*wooshh*

it's because of my itchy hands...

while waiting for my mum to do her rebonding..

i went and do perming too..

but its kinda worth it..

it doesnt look so bad..

and my new "must have thing is.."

::my L'Oreal mousse::

ps:: i wish my hair grow longer faster...!!

♥ miss 樱 ♥

(sakura)

*tehee*

the beauty of cherry blossum...

the beauty of street...

the path...the journey..

today in school was a heck of a day...

wern,me,jacq,my santini,laura & soo li went recess together

after recess...we waited for Laura to come out from the toilet.

so the other 5 of us waited behind 1 class..

out of the blue..

my santini was singing a song that goes..

"shhhhuh..girl,shut ur lips..do the *dunno wad* and talk with your hips..!"

from there onwards...we were singing like mad frogs trying to make rain..

all type of songs come out..

and the most hilarious one was JaiHo..!!

my santini was like singing

"shiver..shiver..catch me..catch me...Jai Ho..!!"

"you are my destiny..bla..bla..bla"

so me,wern,my santini,laura n soo li was in my class...

n from no where...this santini went and took a broom and started doing pole dancing..!!

*sexy babe weih*haha

me & wern was laughing our ass off...and i mean it..we were laughing like mad..!!

wow....santini....1st time i see you acting like that weih..haha

it's cool..!! very spontaneous and sporting at the same time hilarious..!

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

*sigh*

just recently i've tried changing my blog skin..

i've found a nice 1..but its a little "cacat"

so i change to a plain white one with a little pink on it...

~teehee~

ps::i need someone to teach me how to edit html so that i can change to classic templates

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep-your-distance
Miss unafraid
Miss out-of-my-way
Miss don't-let-a-man-interfere, no
Miss on-her-own
Miss almost-grown
Miss never-let-a-man-help-her-off-her-throne

Little miss apprehensive....

Miss got-it-hard
Miss play-it-smart
Miss if-you-wanna-use-that-line,
You better not start, no..

When miss independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no-longer-afraid?

♥ ♥ MISS-INDEPENDENTZ™ ♥ ♥

mid-year exam is on the way to attack me...!!

haha...

gosh..it's in 1 week time..

and i haven't fully prepared yet..

what a *lazy ass*

xD

and yesterday...

i slept late..

but actually i entered my room early..

just that yesterday night..daddy talk talk talk talk with me..

hehehe

so suddenly he asked "girl,when is your exam?"

i said "next week...?"

he was like " so fast..?!" *he laughed & smile like those evil kinda face* haha

then he told me...

if u get 7 A's and above....i'll buy you a new canggih handphone...

*shocking*

*sumtimes daddy can be too kind*

hahaha....

"eldest girl,what do u expect"

xD

i was thinking of getting a new camera after the mid-year exam.

hehe...

and i was eye-ing on this 2 camera which looks so classy & femine..

lol..nice but a little pricey...

*it's ok* xD

:: d new T900:: *seductive* xD

:T90: *pinky* :D